I wrote this poem after a very difficult experience involving harassment and stalking. I know several girls may be the victim of abuse, harassment or stalking. If you are currently in the same situation, please reach out for help. Check out the end of this post for resources.
Right Behind Me
Anastasia Marrero
Before I get in my car, I check my back seat
I turn on the lights
When I get in, I lock the doors twice
I turn down the radio, until I know I’m safe
I look around, then drive away
I get into school and zip up my jacket
I cross my fingers inside my pocket
I repeat a mantra
Focusing all my energy on a prayer
that you don’t come to school today
I sit in the corner of the cafeteria to scope for staring eyes
And I pick at the tape on my front camera
As I choose a song to play
You’re attracted to me like mosquitoes to warm blood
My skin shivers as it feels your eyes
My lips quiver as I see your phone faced towards me
I turn away and tighten my hoodie
My feet stumble as I try to walk away
Skipping school, the fourth day,
Every corner I turn, I look back
I get in my car and speed
Even in my bed I can’t sleep
Windows shut, door locked,
I know you’re still right behind me
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